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The shower runs hot as I clean the dirt and cum off me. Tears roll down my cheeks. I’m so confused. Amanda’s been so cruel and mean to me and yet there are times where I see a compassionate and caring person inside. And the way she treats me... The humiliation and degradation. The abuse. It’s degrading and yet I want more. It’s awful, but deep down, it makes me feel desired. I know it’s so fucked up.
And yet, I know that deep down Amanda is a good person. I just have to find it. I just have to bring it out of her. Maybe becoming her girl will bring out the kindness in her. That’s another thing that confuses me. Why does wearing girl clothing make feel so alive?
It feels so natural to wear girl panties and stockings. I love how they feel. How they look on me.
I turn the water off and dry myself off. I wrap the towel around my chest like a woman would and walk out to my room. The box with the cute clothes sits upon my bed. What do I have to lose? 
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Life on the Ranch Pt. 06
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Phoenix Cinders